Not much has changed.
The feeling of comfort persists. And it has become apparent that I’ve grown little with where I’m at because I’ve settled.
Where did my ambitions go?
I’ve seemed to have taken a detour, or perhaps, a pause, on how things have been. No longer do I feel that sense of urgency I did two to three months ago.
Why is that?
Where did it go?
Was it because of distractions?
Resistance? Fear?
No. It’s none of those.
So then, what could it be?
Let me continue thinking about this as I return to my work.